Saturday, May 19, 2012

~I won't give up~ Goodbye Benji :(

~I won't give up~ Goodbye Benji :(
I'm wrtiting this now please be pateince! So, I started riding about 3 weeks ago on a pony named Benjamin Buttons! (Benji for short!!) I loved him so much! Everything was perfect and nothing could break our bond...but one day..last ssaturday..I asked if I could jump in my lesson. My instructor told me no, and even no to a canter! She said i wasn't ready. People always put me down :(( So, I came home and was in tears. Then my dad broke the news to me. On the website, it said Benji was for sale!! On sunday we called my trainer to buy him but she said i wasnt ready for a horse yet and someone else was trying him out! He was only for 10k, so then my dad offered 20k, then 30k, then 50k, then he told her he would pay 100000 down! my trainer still said NO! my dad even got my a nikon d510 or something just for benji! and when i came for my lesson on monday, my trainer kept giving me hard things to do and then the person who was going to buy benji came, fell in "love" with him and to! ld her they would take him out on trial! ugh! :( benji and me were perfect..and everyone saw it! besides my trainer.. today, we went to a different barn to look around and the barn owner jill/jillian was so nice~! she said she was sorry about benji! and then i found a perfect horse! her name is tanza, she is like brown with an orange mane, flaxen or something! tanza is only a foal! i am alloud to graze her with jill and stuff! the borders were so nice! then, we asked if i could have a lesson and jill ...